every beginning has an end

Saturday, October 07, 2006


< haven't said much here lately but that doesn't mean that there's nothing worth saying haha. there's been plenty to go around, and its been good. good because when some things happen you never want them to end. but oddly bad cos you never know everything about it, or why its there in the first place. imperfect knowledge. consequence of thinking too much i guess.

having navigated that wall of jargon, i present to you more accessible and simple prose. ever thought what you're gonna do in life? or to be more immediate, what you're gonna do post jc/poly/whatever. for the longest time i was set on going to law school, blazing a trail through it. but then other options present themselves. economics, business, and other stuff in the media which i like. which to pursue? obviously its a hurdle i won't have to cross so soon, and even if i choose something i'll have plenty of time to change my mind.

okay set that aside and let's wonder why we're doing all this. is it so i can make obscene amount of money and amass a fleet of luxury exotic cars to park in any one of my many equally-luxurious homes? Of course! Perhaps. But materialism is just but a small part of life. its coveted, definitely, but most good stuff is overrated. i can break necks with fast cars and sneakers but it'll be no use if i'm a shallow person obsessed with such stuff (just an example, don't be getting any ideas here haha). gotta be nice, folks.

imagine if you will, that you die tomorrow *reaches for wood* . Who would care? Your family of course. That's what they're there for, and i'm sure we're grateful for it. But how about your friends - would they care? Have you cultivated and nurtured strong friendships with people who will stick with ya through anything? If not then go face the wall mirror and reflect on yourself. let's hope you've got some good people to hang around with, cos life is that much more fun that way, ya dig?

sorry for the morbid stuff, but i guess it helps you think with more perspective. find good people and stick like glue. after trying so long and hard, its nice to see something in return. its really nice. hope y'all love me as much as i love y'all haha. okokok i think there's been a major overdose of philosophical nonsense, and the only mumbo jumbo i want is mambo nite at zouk and maybe some jumbo seafood after that.

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